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Selfishness of a Human by SilverCamelia9, literature

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Selfishness of a Human

Is my heart that cold to deny someone to love me? Clearly I deserve everything that has come upon me in the last months. Beaten and broken is my heart that I do not care anymore. It is like the beat of my heart is still. Fingers placed on my face, cold and shivering, telling me it is going to be alright. It is going to be okay. I have made through a lot of lies anyways. Deceit and trickery, my mind plays games with me. It is my nature to fall in love, for I am lonely. As long as he is happy, as long as I forget. I sometimes chant these words in my head when I feel down. Fake smile. Last week, I cut it off with some guy. He clearly showed int

Tears Are Like Bullets by SilverCamelia9, literature

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Tears Are Like Bullets

Tears formed from her eyes like newly made icicles on a winter's morning. The pain in her eyes was as if Beelzebub himself took away her soul. Her eyes locked on the computer screen. Waiting, just waiting. Her crystal tears melted onto her keyboard. With a swoosh of her right hand, she cleared away the puddle. While her screen was foggy from the heavy breathing, she did not avert her eyes from the dirtied screen. Waiting, just waiting. She gritted her teeth. No reply yet, and she head pounded. It seemed to scream, "Get off the computer!", but she cannot allow that. Maybe it would take an eternity, no difference to her; she did not care how lo

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Jan 22
Canada
Deviant for 12 years
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SilverCamelia9

Mar 14, 2017

I have been inactive for about a year. I don't know what to create anymore.

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SilverCamelia9

Sep 22, 2013

I am done

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with deviantart but I will come back on it sooner than I probably will think. my scanner is crap. I'm trying to sort out everything. I'm still not settled in. I'm so uncomfortable right now. I should just bury myself in my studies. In conclusion, even though I love to draw, I have to quit. especially with this site.... AHAHAHAHA I'd never do that I love this too much :D